Im ready to die. Plain and simple.

Completely and utterly numb.

Imma sleep so I cant fuck up more.
I love you AutumnDawn May Medley. Forever.

Ill change.
Ill get better.
Ill stop cutting.
Ill do anything to get you back…

Ill pay someone two hundred dollars to kill me anyways you can think of.

Those moments when time freezes because you realized you fucked up bad… Happy nine months gorgeous. I’m sorry…

Today would be nine months… I dont really know whats going on but I dont think she even wants me anymore… I have to keep fighting though because I might be wrong. Fuck im so high. Hahahaha I feel like there should be a gif of south of nowhere right here —-> But alas smart phoned arent smart enough for that hahaha. Hi tumblr world im Savanna :D

Secret love my escape take me far far away. Secret love are you there? Will you answer my prayers? Please take me anywhere but here!